Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 1:28 PM
I KNOW THERE'S STILL ONE MORE PAPER, BUT ME A VERY HAPPY HAPPY GIRL TODAY.
words cannot describe how im feeling now. those nights I stayed up, studying for a crazy 10 hours at yq's place 2-3 times a week, the caffeine, eyebags, past year papers, sacrificing so much of my time, and then it all boiled down to these 5 days. 5 STINKING DAYS. With the shadows of jcts still haunting me, it is only human for me to feel a little discouraged. Yet, I charged with the tenacity of what was evident only during my O levels last year. Okay, so maybe not as crazy, because a certain subconscious part of my mind got a little complacent, thinking that promos is afterall, just promos.But you know what, God has brought me through once more, not forgetting my friends whom without the encouragement, the "hey it's the last lap for the year, let's give it our all" attitude that carried me through this period, I doubt I'd even make it halfway through. I gave my best, so whatever will be will be. que sera sera.
Thank you Alisa, evan, sihui, jessie and jacinth. I can be rather anal when it comes to asking for exam answers but you people have been so helpful :D
I feel so, so light now honestly. I know, there's still P.W but that's another matter altogether. Ah, then im reminded again that A levels is but a year away, and it scares me how fast this year has flew past, no? I know it's a lil too early to say this, but 2009 has been sucha hella ride for me. Things that I've regretted doing/not doing, and others that I'm so blessed by. I wouldnt wanna relive it, but I'm glad I made it through. To you b, my pillar of support, thank you. :)
p.s I need to liven up my fb! It's scares me that some guys have twice as many photos as I do.
zeechoojiahui my camwhorepardner hurry up get done with As.
p.p.s In the car this morning, my dad said he's gna sponsor my driving license next year!! another reason to look forward to 2010. :D