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Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 12:30 AM

long post.

sunday.
today was rather productive, well as a whole.
morning service, then cabbed down t geylang east for a swim and boy it was good.

i dont usually swim on sundays because ive got stuffs t do but i couldnt stand it my tan was fading and i havent been exercising at all fo the past 2 weeks! hence the sunday swim.
i wanted t go jalan besar swimming complex since it was just beside church but it was so dam crowded i ended up cabbing t geylang east instead.
not before calling janice though.
"eh janice is it crowded at G.E on sunday anot?"
janice: "hahah not really la, no traffic jam!"
"okay okay sure ah i dowan later i go there i keep banging into people man!"

funny, the guys to girls ratio thr was 20++ : uh, 4?
i swear its true!
and you know the tanning beds surrounding the pool? ALL guys. it was kind of like a "feast-your-eyes-on-hot-dudes-in-trunks" kind of thing, till i started gettin really irritated with them standing at the edge of the pool and blocking th wall.


headed down t novenasquare after, then did amath with huiping.

just a few days ago, huiping asked me if i felt that ive changed alot since primary schoo.
then i told her i used t be this goody-two-shoes prefect who breaks certain rules and never gets caught.
i.e minor things like wearing ankle socks and nobody said anything, but my friend who's also a prefect gets scolded for that.
it's been ages since i thought of that question and i was like, hey, will my primary school friends think that ive changed?
inevitably, yes because they've not seen me for quite long(2 years?) and change is the most obvious when youre not seeing the person everyday aight.
change is gradual, change can be sudden. but it's all part nd parcel of growing up hur.
nobody wants t be that stick-in-the-mud that gets left behind sometimes it's all about letting go of the past, nd embracing the future.
although, it's always good to know that there are some things, that will never change :)
just last saturday, audrey came fo service and i was rlly happy t see her!
that smart ass, in RJC now. i couldnt recognize her at first because she has well, changed alot physically.
no more audrey the im-scared-i'd-break-her-if-i-hug-her audrey but the healthier looking audrey with the same red face:)
i must admit, i was rather hesitant t go say hi because, uh i had this dam childish thinking that she's another person altogether (both inside and out)
and then i had t slap myself mentally again because no, that's not the way im spposed t think.
i hate t be those people who choose friends on their looks, seriously.
back t sunday.
when joanne prayed for our upcoming exams, i had this wave of emotion that swelled within me and i kind of felt like crying.
this year has passed by fast enought for me t kno that 23 more days is so. dam. short.
im scared, but i kno that God is in control.
yet, i want O levels t get over and done with so badly.
in another one month or so, i'd be leaving 4 years of adolesence behind, how bout that aye.

God has been so faithful really, midyears left me with no As to mention of, but i continued t hang on, simply because i know God fufills his promises. and whn he does it, the reward is far more than you ask for. there you go, 5 As for prelims(if you count chinese, la).

and before i leave, i'll leave you with a verse, that i hold real dear.

"For I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future"
Jeremiah 29 :11


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